u keep soo tired in th past few day maybe she is sick ba...

but today(22may) leh i tihnk we onli chattin about 1h to 2h30min ba

Ytd nite i totaly couldnt slp at all keep thinking of how my mom dote on my lit bro...

th more i thinking i more I like jealous of him...y must bro hv to let lit bro...Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y Y

said wat coz big bro hv to let lit bro WAT KIND OF BULL SHIT IS THIS!!!!

than i lying on bed keep thinking i even drop tear...haizzz than i giv vivien darling a msg...

coz i noe she sleeping but idk y i wan her to noe about it...after tat i lying on bed roll roll roll i thinking about 2 or 3am than i fallslp ba than about 9am i wakeup buy breadfast blahblah...

than 10am plus i giv vivien darling 2 msg coz she still slping like a Sleeping beautifull:)

she about wakeup at 12.20 ba..i feel v happy to recived her msg haha we msg awhile about 10min hai dont noe y suddenly dontnoe is her or my phone sot i didnt recived her msg...so i tot she busy till about 45 min or 1hour ba...than i cant wait le i giv her a msg...asking izzit she busy

than blahblahh than she told me tat she will be going out wif fren ofcoz i will be curious who she going out wif so i asking...after tat we msg awhile till vivien darling go out meeting her fren

after she go out we didnt msg le...i tell her tat when u r free or bored or reach home can msg me...haizhaizzhaizz th whole afternoon i been waiting for her msg still no any msg from her...

i still rmb tat she told me tat normal she go out wif fren will reach home at 9 i still rmb it...soo i wait wait wait for her msg haizz as for me all i do at home is just watching tv lying at bed folding crane i didnt even chat wif any fren....soo i wait wait wait till 9pm finnaly she msg me

i soo happy tat i can msg wif my vivien darling...butbutbut it like she alway forgotten all th thing tat i do for her in th morning..she forgot tat i hv been sad...she forgot i make her breakfast...she forgot i kissed her... HAIZZZZZ SHE FORGOT EVERYTHING ABOUT IT Nw my hearting feeling hurt....when i typing this my heart is crying...Vivien darling i hope u will see this post if u see i hope u will care for me abit MORE :'(

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